Tahun ini hampir berakhir, namun perasaan murung saya belum juga pergi.
I don't know, I wake up feeling uninspired and go to bed feeling worn out, each day and everyday. And this is so not me. My husband always said that I'm a bunch of energy ball, I never ran out of energy and I did always smile. How could this happen to me? How could the negativity got the best of me.
Saya butuh merasa bersemangat lagi. Merasa punya kontrol lagi atas diri sendiri. Merasa nyaman dengan diri sendiri lagi. I miss that feeling, the feeling like I can conquer the world. I need to fix this. I need to fix myself. I need to take the control back.
Maka saya membuat daftar resolusi , just to keep myself on track the very next year. I'll share it next year. In the meantime, let me just declutter my mind.