I want to forever remember that day we didn't spend in Champ Elysees, those Chanel bags I loved and I'd love to buy someday just maybe. Those pink peonies you didn't buy me in Brussel and how we kissed dreaming about the snow. This is just like it is, you said, and you hated the famous waffels. I wanted to eat some ice creams but Amsterdam was so freezing cold and we sipped coffee instead. I wanted to go to Leiden because that's where Sultan studied and you knew how much I loved Sultan.
You said you'd love to go to Germany but I was kinda scared because I didn't speak Germany like at all and I didn't like the feeling of not being understood. But you'd love all the museums and paintings and so called art, you insisted and I hummed just like that.
The train we missed in Santa Maria Novella and all the flavors of gelatos I couldn't pick which one was my favorite. The beach and the sand will always be my favorites but I loved winters too I said and I'll always dream about us on a blanket fort in our studio apartment cursing Nottingham's winter. And all those soccer games you're dying to watch.
That Barcelona trip we planned for so long and youe excitement to see the soccer, again. I was all for the churos. We didn't take the notorious water taxi or gondola but we loved all the pasta. We laughed until my stomach hurt and we kissed like there's no tommorrow.
I love to keep those days forever in my head. I love you.